Jekyll & Hyde

Jekyll & Hyde

Some people regard me as a nice guy with a lot to offer

Some people think very differently

I can be your best friend or your worst nightmare

I find it so easy to alienate and isolate myself from others yet, these are never my intentions.

What I want is to be surrounded by friends who enjoy my company but, I am the most anti-social and stubborn person I know of.

I refuse to participate in the games everyone plays... the endless charade of false smiles and venomous polite words with daggers in their meanings.

I have observed what these games entail and the consequences... my abject refusal to go along with these things makes me an outcast.

In my loneliness I have become bitter, twisted and resentful... yet I also find great joy i the company of friends and acquaintances.

I am polite as possible and understanding and open minded.

I have been told that I have a lot to offer the world...

When you are like me however, no self worth, self esteem or a decent knowledge and intelligence of how I can be of any importance to anyone... you find yourself questioning and doubting yourself entirely.

I am lost at sea and sinking fast...

My sincerest apologies to all those with real problems.

RMM

This IS the UK

The following is an E-mail I sent to several involved parties. I am currently disabled and unable to work for over 10 months.

Hi All, This e-mail is to advise that my PIP claim has been declined. Their reason given: I do not meet their criteria.
This leaves me in a position, as some of you already know, where I have £0.00 pcm for Food and Household Essentials.
Conclusion: I am in no condition to work but, I am also unable to access funding necessary at this time to Live.

The letter has been handed to my care company to mediate between myself and my social worker and the DWP.
I’m hoping to appeal my case and am considering what legal action I can take as I feel that the assessment is inaccurate or falsified. As several ppl included in this e-mail, are aware that I have been in no state to lead in any way  a normal life for approximately 10 months including the day I was assessed.
As a law abiding UK citizen, do I really need witnesses every time I meet with Government Appointed Officials?
 Kind Regards,
Matt Close

Anti-Establishment

A friend of mine said to me the other day that my recent FB posts have become anti-establishment... having had some time to think about it (in between spasms and fits) I thought... "what is your interpretation of anti-establishment?"

What I am against is unfair treatment of animals and other human beings.

I am also against people being segregated and ostracised just because they're "different".

But, above all... I'm against a system that calls itself a democracy

Is it a democracy that people are overlooked or forced into positions where they are forced to claim benefits? commit crime to support themselves and their families? be persecuted simply because they come from another faith or country?

I suppose if that's how you interpret "anti-establishment" then yes I am

but, I support our healthcare system, our police force, our armed forces and especially the charitable works of others. I may well be supporting them by signing petitions online and from the comfort of my own home but, support is support in whatever form it comes.

7 months ago I was working full time as a contractor for WCC. Since that time I have been at the mercy of the NHS because of a health problem.which, I personally feel could of been resolved a lot quicker than it has been so that the time spent helping me could be spent helping others in more need however, such is the system we live in.

We the people enable the government to dictate our lives and control the wealth distribution (£42 Billion on a train that no-one needs Vs. £42 Billion invested in schools, healthcare and social services)..

We are paying more NI, IT, CT and VAT and yet, year on year, EVERY service WE NEED receives HUGE CUTBACKS.

At the rate we're going, we could see the return of ration books... well... maybe that's a little extreme... or is it? how many millions are working and still having to claim benefits? rely on food banks?

Here's another slice of madness for you:

Your bill is £100.00... you miss the payment because an urgent family matter came up... now your bill is £200.00 due to late fees, missed payment fees and going overdrawn.

Student Fees: were £3,000.00 a year... students couldn't always pay these back... they got written off to the "National Debt" (basically increase taxes) so their bright idea was to triple the fees to £9,000.00 a year... makes sense right:?

As a nation we bailed out our bnks... wait? did we get a vote or a say in that? democracy? seems more like a friendlier version of a dictatorship to me... 21st century and our voting system is 17th century

Interestingly enough... we can vote on Big Brother more than we are able to vote on what our government is up to.

Oh well... I, the un-intelligent, misinformed ranter am off to lose myself in a game... at least fantasy realms make sense.

Regards,

RM